corner of my mind

If i marry someone someday.. I want everybody knows that i finally found that someone, that i'm happy, that i'm so thankful will through a new journey for my life..  And i want everybody knows so then they can pray for my new life... ... TAPI... Bukan itu yang gw temuin belakangan ini. Oke, dimulai dari rasa kekecewaan gw karena gak dikasih kabar lamaran seorang sahabat (we've been know each other for almost 8 years). Hah what do ya' think??! Yup, i'm totally DISSAPOINTED. TOTALLY. BADLY. I mean.. whats wrong with me? Whats wrong wit her? We used to hang out together in that recent times. Together, couple date. And suddenly, she said she's being engaged. oke, that's SUCK.  Gw marah, lebih tepatnya kecewa.. at least we've been connected with all this stupid gadget so she could call me anytime to gave the news. But she doesn't. Yasudahlah yaa ~  Gw ga akan curhat panjang lebar tentang kekecewaan gw disini. Yang mau gw shar...

Jodoh itu di tangan Tuhan. Benar. TAPI.... Kita sendiri yang memilih... ...... Tuhan yang menyetujui. "Kalau memang jodoh, suatu saat juga pasti ada jalannya" Benar? Salah! Tuhan menyediakan jalan. TAPI...... Kita sendiri yang menemukan. Atau bahkan membuat jalan itu. ...... Tuhan menyediakan konstruksinya. Lets saying i'm too agresive. while what i'm all about to do is just... Make sure you're really not my destiny. I'm fight, i'm under risk, i'm making mistake. But ain't like you, i'm satisfied. Then i'm the one who's always right.   am I (?)